appreciating every moment.

Im just thankful, stupidity didnt get the better of me.
cos if it had, i wudnt be here.
and im really thankful i didnt take that stupid move.

cos now when i reflect back on my life.
things may not be perfect ALL THE TIME.
but all these flaws are the ones making me appreciate everything around me more.
appreciating all that i have and thank god for the people in my life that im blessed with.
those flaws and setbacks in life, it caused me to realise, who my true friends are.
there for me through it all...being there for me when i needed them.
having them around, helps a lot in almost every single thing. they teach me how to be there for others too.
and im thankful to have them around :))
i know the meaning of friendship because of them.

whenever i fall, i thought things will just continue crumbling down on me.
but i was wrong. really wrong. whenever u fall, u have to pick urself back up.
there are more to life still that u have yet to explore...
im thankful, in my darkest moments in life, there are people around me...landing me a helping hand...
help me pick myself up.
and im thankful, that when i tot everything is over.
i was showed that, it is NOT the end until we gave it all up...

when this heart of mine was in pain, i thought it wud always be in pain.
but now, its slowly healing...cos of someone i met...
it was a decision that i didnt dare to make. when u are torned between 2 guys...
and u are afraid of hurting anyonee...u just wont know what to do.
even how hard u try not to hurt one of them, u have no choice...
i hurt someone. and im sorry.

i have hurt. i have been hurt. i have loved. i have been loved.
i have broken a heart. i have been heart broken.
but because i have been hurt, i know how it feels to be hurt. cos i have been loved, thats how i know
how spectacular love is...and how joyful it is to love.
and cos i have been heart broken, i dont wanna break another heart.

& cos of that, im appreciating every moment spent with you.
as i dont wanna hurt you...i dont want you to feel the pain of being heartbroken.
its the things that happened around me, that made me appreciate you every moment.
every moment with you in it.