silence is the loudest scream for help

Hey there everyone. its 4.28pm...
normally there should be CSP today. but today was cancelled. so yeahs.
went home with hui qi...

today's lessons were okeys. except the part that i felt really sleepy.
even tho i slept early yesterday night =(
btw..i have something to say...which will cause pple to say "sharifah...u are crazy." haha!

LOGARITHMS' SOOO FUNNN!!! hehes.

im beginning to fall in love with it :)) peace yall!
alright. so lessons were fine. especially HMT.
Cikgu Zain said dat dont ever say the word "bunoh diri" or in english "commit suicide"
cos den we wud be sent for councelling. (is that how u spell it? hehes.)
and what he said...somehow hit me in the head.
i felt like crying there and then...dont ask me why.

alright. so the rest of the day was fine. until last period : PHYSICS.
that shit teacher.
i hate her.
trust me...she sux.
i want mrs chan back!! =(
we had surprise test. which is SORT OF counted for our CA. puhlease larhs. its either YES or NO.
and she said she PURPOSELY never tell us there's a CA.
ouhs wow! she expects us to be ALL PREPARED and she said we shud all be like the SCHOLARS.
woahhhhssss!! trust me...i hate scholars sometimes.
i achuali said something abt them there and then. EVIL...but hanisah agreed with me. gosh! we were damn pissed.
i cudnt finish my freaking test on time! i was drawing for the resultant force. i can do that larhs fuck!
but no time.
i realised the back page was about Density. FUCK EVEN MOREEEE! i feel soo useless and stupid.

i got a headache after that. went to eat lunch with hui qi and headed back home.
woah...got back progress report.
L1R5: 26...

i suck. those marks i got...was the WORSE EVER IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!
i used to get 11 points like throughout the whole year last year. from 11 to 26...can u see how pathetic that is???
maybe its true wad cikgu zain said...we would get like really bad marks when we are in secondary 3.
but we must not give up.
can i give up now? goshhh...
if i hadnt promised abg nasrul...i would have done that thing again.
but i have and i cant break that promise...

today just sux...and now i have english articles to worry abt.

but at least now, i have something to smile about. even for a moment :)
ciaos!