all the hardwork, down the drain

Dont tell me, i was good.
Cos to me, i wasnt.
Dont tell me, its okey.
Cos to me, it aint okey.
Dont tell me, i have done my best.
Cos to me, i dont think what i gave was the best.

it may seem just like another competition.
but to me, it aint.
im really disappointed with myself.
im sorry if i wasnt good enough and bring glory to the school.

how i wish, u could at least tell me everything wud be fine.
& at least YOU to tell me i have done my best.
but all i got from u was...u said u are thankful my school didnt make it thru.
now, i would rather sweetheart come instead of u...
u shocked me mother...u really did.

even if i were to breakdown & cry.

i noe, nobody will care.