need you to open up. for once.

Maybe one day u will come across this post.
cos u hardly come online nowadays.
& hardly read my blog like before i supposed. i miss seeing ur name at my tagboard.
i just cant help but realise, how not you, u have been lately.
even tho, u said that u are fine etc.
its clear that u aint.

when i asked, u try to change the topic.
when i asked, u choose not to reply.
u have always been the one cheering others up.
but never the one who wants to be cheered up.
you are distance away from me now...and i can do only so little to cheer u up.
or know much about your life.
how i wish, things are like before, when u are right there in front of me.
when i could just make u confess to me everything.

u are upset. it shows.
for a moment, would u just open up?

ur special day is coming :))
i wud try to make it a really special day for you.
i love you boy & i care for you.
as a friend that is.
6 years of putting up with u...& still putting up. hehehs.