so close...yet soo far away.

Hey there everyone. today was sports day.
didnt enjoy it that much :))
but very proud of my gerls :)) congrats to the FOUR-ers and EIGHT-ers in winning the cheerleading.
go gerlfriend! haha.
im also very proud of my classmates who ran :)) wayyyyyy to go 3e9!! we did it! hehes.
but sadly, we are a VERY small class...(the smallest in history of tkgs btw) therefore, the cheering part...
was PATHETIC. haha oni 7 people. of cos ME being the most enthu :)) hahah!

during the sports day, i stone sometimes.
cos thinking about tomorrow. Pidato thing tomorrow =S.
im really getting scared...butterflies in my tummy =(
i wanted to cry and ask for a back out...but then when i think back. THIS is WHAT I HAVE BEEN
WAITING FOR since i was a YOUNG KID.
i have been waiting for the day that i wud be up there, doing a pidato or bahas in front
of audiences...my opportunity is right here at my doorstep. I dont wanna let it slip away. NO!
i felt intimidated cos of the presence of someone in the competition...and gerlfriend motivated me by saying.
"dont be intimidated..he is just ______. slap his face with your words..."
those who knows...will know the blank part...

after sports day, headed over to TM.
bought the tix. wah piang! the guy laughed at our ez-link card faces. hehes!
and den went for lunch. i didnt eat uhs. went to the cinema...watched step up2...
I KNOW we are SLOW. but PUHLEASE LARHS! we are a BUNCH OF BUSY GERLS YA KNOW!
hehes...we watched it. i love the dancing :))
liyana perasaaan! mentang2 cheerleading danced to the song LOW. hehes!
supposedly, after movie. was to meet sweetheart. but it didnt happen.
first call...agreed to meet. haha when i saw his number on my phone screen the 2nd time.
i just know that he wud say dat he cant meet me. haha.
its the typical things that i have been thru many a times...so already expert. haha.
if the boy call or sms me the 2nd time...it just meant 2 things: either his already at the place we are supposed to meet. OR he cant make it :)) so yeahs.

the movie ended. i felt like dancing yeah..haha!
sec 4 farewell later larhs. hehes...but i was feeling all scared about pidato again =(
=.- hehes. the others went around TM whereas i decided to just go home.
plucked in my mp3...and MRTed to simei. arrived home, told my parents about tomorrow. den
went to shower.
now here in front of the lappie.

haizzzzz...i cant stop reciting my opening for the pidato tomorrow...
insya allah. we cud get into the semi-finals...
if i suck. i hope the other 3 do well...
BUT if i REALLY DO suck...i wud be very disappointed with MYSELF.

ciaos!