Friday, May 9, 2008

did it again but not as well ):

Okeys dokeys. yesterday night, fell asleep at 9plus. cos i was drowsy from the meds. slepttttt and den suddenly felt cold. so used my blanket. after that felt damnnnnn hot that i was sweating really badly. dennn i felt cold again. sheesh! woke up with my throat still hurting :( flu sux big time!

reached school yada yada. went to check HML script :)) okeys. not really that satisfied. cos i got 66/90 for the composition component. why am i not satisfieD? cos a gerl got 68/90. but im still thankful i did well :)) paper 2 i got 92/110 same as the malaysian scholar. alhamdulillah :)) i tot i was going to lose the scholars. but thankfully, i managed to beat the other scholars except for the scholar who got the same as me. i know that they are my biggest competition now. and that very gerl is the one i wanna beat at final year. i wanna STILL get my Best in HML. by hook or by crook. im determined! serious shit! some of my classmates felt rather thankful that i was the other gerl who got 92 cos if not like very embarassing that we kept losing to scholars when they are not like 100% malay. im glad i could make my friends proud :))

after that was recess. ate in class and chit chatted with friends :) remembering the past. haha! at around 10.20 we went down to the hall. settled down and got our english paper back. so yeahs i did quite well for all the components except for composition part 1. sheesh! 17/30??!! wat kinda crap is that??!! cos of THAT my whole marks went dowwwnnnn. joyce helped me calculated and i got a 66. i was told that was B3. :( last term also B3. thankfully maintained but im aiming for A2 larhs. nvm. shall bersyukur alhamdulillah :)) haha! joyce was really comical during english checking of scripts. haha! she kept saying she's gonna fail. so den when we got back the papers i had to look for her. when she found out she did quite well she pulled me and gave me a hug. hahaha! it was really shocking but hilarious :))
history was cancelled. went back to class to grab my bag and a "short survey" hahah! went off with drama babes to PP for lunchie :)) we ate at macs. as usual. haha.

ate and den went to walk around PP to find stuffs for nadiah's mom. i am soo getting my stuffs at borders with my 25bucks card :)) yippiee dee doo! since there's swensens at parkway parade. maybe i shall drag the 2 boys there.! hahaha. rushed back to school and started changing. and drama started. we did some short improvisation before starting back on the poem :)) hehes. fun larhs! haha. after that...stayed back to rehearse for a while and went off ... in the bus played some lame games with my babes :)) hahah! it was FUN AND HILARIOUS!! hehes. i love bus rides homes :)) hehes. went down at simei and caught this super omg ite simei boy. haha he was "dancing" in the bus. and me and ameera wanted to laugh but MAINTAIN. hehes. walked to the bus stop and we parted.

arrived home and showered :))
there's supernatural and survivor tonite! tgif!! hahaha. its time to enjoyyyyyyyyyyy!
i just hope my other marks dont suck :(

& att!!! u wanna chat with me...den i come online u nowhere sia!!!
ciaos!

p.s: i go from one blog to another and everyone seems to have friendship problems. and also some has shared some friendship problems they have and it is all the same thing. cos basically, everyone of them are my babes. i supposed this year, some has chose to keep their distance while some chose to continue go down for recess and hang around together. Some will say that some has changed and of cos, i have to admit i am one of them who has changed.

Just this afternoon one of them felt rather upset because of another. And another said "that's the reason why i dont hang around with the usual clique anymore"...and in my heart i simply realised how true that statement she made. we have expectations of the friends we used to be with. and when they have new friends and start hanging around more with them...when they have changed to someone different.we get simply uncomfortable. being distant from one another doesnt mean those friendships has been forgotten. its just that sometimes, people need some time away. maybe some dayyyy...things will be back to normal. im not sure. neither are the rest. basically, there's a reason for everything.

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