disappointment.

I disappointed the school again. now tell me, how can i not be upset?
at least i made new friends :) & of cos a great experience but still!
i wanted something more...

i guess i shall drown myself with homewrks to be done.
tomorrow, leadership camp :(
im just tired already. drained. i need a break.
but what is "take a break" when u are in tkgs? there wud never be the perfect ideal break.
even if u really need it.

yesterday night, i had a dream.
a dream that caused me to mix reality and fantasy.
i guess i wont say. but how i wished that dream was reality.
sadly, it will never be a reality. nope it wont.