feeling wasted. really wasted.

Hey there all. today... was?? i have no idea. everything seems screwed? went to school and cnt stop tinking about stuffs :( reached school and slept till gerlfie came over :)) we chit chat and had some talks together. i got her to tell me about what has been happening. i have loads of things to catch up on :( went down for assembly then headed to the hall for our SS checking of scripts. hmmmsss...i cud have gotten 16/25... den the teacher cut me down to 14/25. i dunnoe why but yeahs that's the case :( i cud have gotten 31/50 but ended up with 29/50 :( sad case.

then had recess. hanisah was pissed cos of something. i was contemplating to ask or not. so the gerls told me to just ask...and den after that, i wud really know the true answer. and so i did. but sadly till now no answer
:( maybe i noe the answer. maybe i dont. maybe he could just find a way to tell me.

went for History checking of scripts. i was really nervous. i tot i wrote out of point. but alhamdulillah :)) i did quite well for the SEQ. but sadly, SBQ was once again: PATHETIC. hehes. but i tink im getting a B3 for combined humans :( when can i get my desired A2 back?? sheesh. im upset :(
went to the hall for A math checking of scripts.

woah. my Lot 1 = I PASSED! i even got a GOOD there. but... i was disappointed with my Lot 2. cos of my Lot 2...i failed the whole paper. miserably :( i really wanted to pass very badly. i did like so many revisions and exercises u shud see the thickness of the fulscap i used. but well. i improved uhs ... but still F9. wads the point ??? no point at all :(

went for CSP...had some talk with aisyah. den did our workbook :)) we were off by 3.30pm. yesh uhs! headed to PP and had summore talks with aisyah. den on the way home...aisyah asked me why do i love him so much? so we had a talk about it :( sad uhs. went down at tanah merah. saw Jamie. i was soo shocked when she suddenly went "sha r!" i was like..WOAH!! hehes. we chit chattted. den aisyah's bus came. went off with jamie. den we talked summore. den gave her a hug and bid her goodbye. boarded the MRT and WOAH! i saw syafina!! haha. gave her a hug and we started talking :)) i have a message from her to nadiah 3e2 if im not wrong. haha. today was all about bumping and remembering 2007 :(

i miss the perfectness of 2007. i miss those people from 2e8'07. i miss having that boy by my side and proudly able to say he is my boyfriend. i miss the perfect times. i just miss 2007. if i could turn back time. i wud really wanna re-live 2007. cos it was perfect. really perfect. even my studies were perfect :(

okeys...now things are pretty screwed up. my love life...friendships and studies.
everything seems screwed. really screwed so now...i got an annoucement to make:

Babes....we all need to talk. really. its time to resolve this matter. like seriously,

face to face. not blogs or msn. everyone is beginning to notice that our clique is all over the place. (didnt noe we were that prominent). so yeahs.

okeys till here.

ciaos!

p.s: people do many things for the name of Love. I cast aside my pride and ego for that.