sheesh!

FUCK!

I am feeling kinda pissed right now? arggh! everything is just so fucked up larhs. its really freaking irritating. apparently, i cant go out cos i didnt want to go out with my parents when they asked ?? wah. pathetic sia! i know larhs what is WRONG WITH THEM..

lets just put it this way:

*my brother is married. he doesnt live with us. no more son. awww so sad*
*my sister has a fiance now. always go out with him. awww...no more elder daughter*

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
they only have ME now. irritating parents! jealous or whut sia? for goodness sake sia! its not that i dont go out with them ALL the time. only some time right? like freak uhs! soon, ill just grow up and stop wanting to go out with them right? everyone will go through that. sheesh! i have yet to go through that. but now...when my MOTHER starts saying i rather go out with my friends than my own parents. bullshit larhs!

i just dont like her at all sometimes. sheesh! i cant stand her ... especially when she say she is not bias when actually she is. she loves my brother more. she loves my sis-in-law more. trust me its true. and my dad is the same thing larhs no wonder they are called husband and wife. my sister herself once felt so pissed off and started scolding my mom and asked why is it she's always soo nice to sis-in-law but never to her. and when i get soo pissed i will start telling my sister that mommy loves brother more than both of us and she herself agreed with me. its so obvious larhs.

my mother loves HER SON more. sometimes i wonder if my sis and i are even her daughters. sucker. and now my brother is married and has a WIFE. she realllyyy loves her precious gem daughter-in-law. they are all a bunch of very megaful actress and actors in front of my sis-in-law. such fakers. and i have to join them? i always dont. cos im true to myself. unlike them. liars. fakers.