memories.

there was this guy. i wont say who. maybe he would know who is he after reading this.
if ever he does. that on-and-off r'ship we had may seem like some childish act. but it has its memories too.
the night he officially asked me to be his gerlfriend... was when he got a friend to send me the song...
selfish by n*sync. he got me reading the lyrics... and the lyrics were indeed sweet and meaningful.

i just dont understand why you're running from a good man baby.
why you wanna turn your back on love.
why you've already give up. i know you've been hurt before.
but i swear ill give you so much more. i swear i'll never let you down.
cause i swear its you that i adore. and i cant help myself babe.
cause think about you constantly. and my heart gets no rest over you.

you can call me selfish. but all i want is your love.
you can call me hopeless baby. cos im hopelessly in love.
you can call me unperfect. but who's perfect?
tell me what do i gotta do to prove that im the only one for you.
so what's wrong with being selfish.

ill be taking up your time till the day i make you realise.
that for you there could be no one else.
i just gotta have you for myself baby i would take good care of you.
no matter what is you're going through. ill be there for you
when you're inneed. baby believe in me. cause if love is a crime.
then punish me...i would die for you. cause i dont want to live.
without you.
what can i do.

why do you keep us apart
why wont you give up your heart. you know that we're meant to be together.
why do u push me away.
all that i want to do is give you love. forever and ever and ever.

selfishly im in love with you cause ive searched my soul
and know its you.

him: so have u heard the song?
me: yesh i have.
him: so?
me: im willing to give up my heart provided u promise you wont break it.
him: i promise i wont.

but sadly...right the very next day... u broke my heart.
how much the words touched me... it hurts too tinking about it now.
u ended it...not me...i never ever wanted it to end the way it ended.
now, we dont even acknowledge one another and act like 2 strangers.
but i noe, dat you do know the history about us.