you totally have issues.

this week has been the "dread school week"
i almost cried otw to school AGAIN today. it was torture going to school these days.
there's this constant fear in me. overwhelming i must say. and stressful indeed. i just feel like crying.
but i cant cos then people wud think im insane crying in the MRT.
i was hoping soo bad to bump into someone that wud give me a hug. i miss fwb ):
been long since i heard from him )':

okeys cut that aside.
today was fine. something really bothered me today... i just hate the treatment.
its not cold..nor is it welcoming. you seriously have issues with me somehow...
i know. cos its soo obvious. the look u gimme whenever u arrive is like as though you are so proud of yourself.
you are so happy there's something u are doing that i am not.
like you are soo happy that i am like nobody, whereas u are somebody. i remembered there was ONCE.
this conflict caused us to break apart. i remembered. but u dunnoe. cos basically, we didnt say.
how i noe is cos i have been friends with you for 3 years, and i have seen that look many a times.
and knowing the reason behind it ... and i guess this time, the reason is me.
i thought u are my friend? maybe i supposed, u are NOT exactly the defination of a TRUE friend then?
AMEERA!! i need you larhs babe! i miss you like megaloads.
how i wish you could just be in COE. i need you so badly!! drama (to me at least) is NOT
the same without you ):

tomorrow..there's CSP and spelling.
i am left with 2 more characters. hmmm. i can pull through i supposed.
i need to study math and chemistry tonight ):
im upset.
and sorrylarhs if i whine too much. but the reason i have a blog is to whine ):
i dont like july ): i really dont.
i cant wait for august.

if any of u think im talking about you.

dont bother asking. cos there's no point. just read and teraser urself.