emotionally unstable.

Today is definitely a way better day. cos FWB made me smile yesterday night :)
i hope i can see him this friday.
thanks to nadiah for the note too. it brought me close to tears :))
so today was fine ? i guess. during recess, i think i got my babes worrying abt me cos of ytd.
i noe i was totally OFF yesterday.
all quiet and not in the mood to notice the smallest details and missing out on things...

i dont blame her. nor am i angree at her.
so no worries. there's nothing to be scared of.
but i cant face her. cos it hurts knowing that she noes him.
cos it hurts a lot knowing that he is totally after her.
cos it hurts a lot to be knowing everything was all a lie.
maybe, you will never understand. but its okaye.

so tomorrow. HOPEFULLY i can get my stuffs :)
today, CIP was fun :)) laughters was guhreat. we really got down and dirty.
and im glad i have showered and make myself clean and nice all over again :))
i have slacked for 2 days. no more slacking sharifah!
before your FWB starts making u feel bad . sheesh.
ciaos!

i wish...my memory...is just like a computer.
delete whatever i dont want...
keep whatever i want.
cos memories of you hurts me a lot...and it hurts even more knowing...
im the only one in pain... when u are all happy ...
life is unfair. really is.