i wish i was...

i just cant seem to open it all up.
there's a 1001 things to say on how much this hurts so bad.
but i know you will never be there to listen..
or even just tell me that i can do it no matter what.
all you did was shot me down...
like i have no feelings at all...
and is it too much to ask for ...?
all i ever asked for was a little understanding and show me that u care about
what's happening in my lifee...

i guess...there wud always be a barrier between us.
even how much u try to break it down...
im sorry im just not perfect to be the gerl you want me to be.
cos im only human.