i...got lied to...cheated on...hardcore.

today...i found out something.
and it hurts a lot ): i wanted to cry...but i told myself not to.
i kept quiet and emo-ed the whole entire time.
when i thought i was feeling better...
i found out another piece of news that totally crushed my heart.

today, was scorching hot.
i prayed to god that if he really did lie to me...
let it rain.
when it was all sunny, i had that hope, he didnt lie to me.
but sadly, it rained... as i walked ...
my heart...crushed slowly...as every step i took.

if you have been through what i have been through.
the feeling you feel. is undescribable.
and i cant bring myself to face the gerl...at all.