my wish for you.

i wish i could be the one that hug you close and assure you that everything would be fine.
reading your blog...seeing how disturbed, upset and unhappy you were..makes me feel guilty.
cos i have not been there for you as compared to all your other friends.
sometimes, i wish that i was in the same school as you and i am able to see you every single day...
making sure you are happy always.
sometimes, i wish that i can make you happy rather than the other way round.
sometimes, i wish that i can carve a smile on your face every single time...

ever singe 14feb08...u are someone special to me.
but i feel so guilty to not always think of you...even though on your birthday...
i did make you feel woah by the present i give.
but that present is nothing as compared to how much you have cheered me up all the time boy.
your concern and care for others...
you putting others before yourself...
its something, no one else can ever do best ... but you.

i know you may never even see this post...
cause i doubt u remember my link. but boy, i miss you suddenly msging me...
asking if i was happy... to suddenly msg me after a long time you didnt.
im sorry if i have not been a good friend who is always there for you :(
but i really hope your other friends can really cheer u up...

happiness and laughters...from you...is something so special and priceless :)