still processing...

Okeys...today wasnt that bad. except for the morning part...that i couldnt stop tinking about yesterday :(
i showered at ard 1 and got ready...went out at around 1.40++ ... woahs blisters hurt soo bad!
mrt-ed to pasir ris and i was 5mins late. hehes. met up with kim and walked to downtown east.

SCREW GLOBAL WARMING! hehes. me and kim were cursing the weather. i was perspiring like shit and she too of cos...we reached the bus stop where aisyah was. i decided to put another layer of plaster. the blister was damn OUCH! hehes. we went to Ehub. and yuck its soo EEEE! hehes. wad a lame joke. we went to mcCafe...paiseyed ourselves there..went to macs. bought stuffs and did our homeworks...story story gossip gossip. at 4.30pm we proceeded off to white sands... and they saw socks and asked me if i wanna buy...ahaha! me and kim went "the pain of the blisters is nothing compared to the pain in my heart" haha! and i quoted aisyah saying "well..that's what you get after having a few emo boyfriends" haha! damn lame larhs.

we went to popular and spent HOURSSS there. deciding this and that. this and that. me and kim were practically ROLLING ON THE FLOOR laughing. haha! and i was looking at some books when i saw POA...so i went "ahhh!! poa!! its like glaring at me! i wanna cry already...it was the subject he was having when we last sms" and aisyah practically came to me overturned the book to not face me haaha. lame sia!

laughing at aisyah was fun. at the counter was even crazier. hehes. after paying we went off...parted ... MRT-ed to simei. reached home...and nobody was home. i practically threw everything onto the table. even my hp which went flying to the floor. and then i sat on my sofa crying. i started hitting punching that innocent sofa...to vent my anger...i wanted to screammm but nothing came out of my mouth =.= lame shits! stopped crying and did my homeworks. hehes. sister bought me chocolate frapp. i felt wayyy happier :)

and guess whut! i fried an egg tonite!! with the guidance from my sister...whee~! achievement for me. hehes.
like what i told my date last friday "i will only start learning how to be a housewife at 18..i will have 8 years to learn before i get married" hahaha! he said have enough time...i hope there is. hehes.
okeys my eyes are in pain right now thanks to the crying. i shud TRY and stop crying and be happy. haha.
and omg! im now listening to some song from this gerl blog...and it is the song that random mat in the bus who sang it loudly and was irritating me and aisyah terribly. hahaha. i just realised how deep the meanings to the lyrics noww...woahs.
till here.
ciaos!

he hurt me. i have hurt someone. we played almost the same game.
but the difference between him and me... he lied. i never did.