stupidity? a fool?

after all you have done. after how u ruined our perfect so called relationship.
im still willing to forgive you sincerely when u apologised.
cos i was never angry by what u did. but i was just hurt and upset by your actions.
maybe, you really had a good reason for the hurt you caused.
at least, im glad you apologised :( even when the pain still exist and this heart still hurts.

i have been missing you soo much since the day you told me the truth.
i have been missing you soo much since the day you left me all alone.
i have been missing you soo much all day and night long...since the day we parted.

i would never forget your smses that cheers me up.
i would never forget your smses that takes away my fatigue after a long day in school.
i would never forget your smses that makes me smile to myself always.
i would never forget your calls that always last all night long. till the break of dawn.
i would never forget your calls that accompanies me through my boring and lonely nights.
i would never forget your voice that is ooh so sweet and loving.
i would never forget your care and love you showered me.
i would never forget your face that greeted me at the foot of the staircase.
i would never forget your smile that you showed me when we met.
i would never forget your smile when we parted.

i would never forget the date we first bumped into one another. 16 june08
i would never forget the date we first got to know one another. 13july08.
i would never forget the date we first met and you sent me home. 5august08.
i would never forget the date...you finally went away. and left me. 10.august08.

i miss you. i love you. still.
i want you back.
but maybe, you will never be back :(