you went away...and suddenly now u are back.

seeing you yesterday...
it made my heart beat soo fast. that i couldnt stop shaking till i cried.
i broke down...
i tried being strong..i tried pulling myself together. i tried clinging on to my shortlived happiness.
i tried soo hard to not let those tears roll down.

but who am i? im just a helpless gerl...
a gerl that has just been crushed soo badly by someone she loved so hard.
yes, you crushed me so bad so hard so cruel.
i cant help but cry knowing that back then..u were so far..and u wanna be near.
but now when we are apart...we were right in front of each other...but i cant hold u close.
those promises broken. those words were just words. those moments disappeared without warning.

how in denial i was..to say im fine and over you.
everyone thought so. i thought so too. but no i am not. i am so not.
now seeing your nick on my msn when u came onlinee...
it got my heart beating so fastt..all over again.
in my mind...all i think about is...
you were that guy who said you love me.
you were that guy who promised me so many things.
you were that guy who i promised to stay faithful to.
you were that guy who i really did love ... and still does...

and now you say you are sorry?
all i could say is forget it...but deep down...
i really want you by my side all over again...